2022.01.27 02:18 rguy13 So where is skate heaven
2022.01.27 02:18 aesthetic_trash__ I moved to a new city and I feel so alone
TW: substance abuse
I'm in university, I'm still in denial that I'm in university because I always thought I wasn't good or smart enough. I transfered from a community college where I completed my associates in psychology before switching to a fine arts major.
I had a few close friends and that was enough for me. I switched to the fine arts because that was my original passion. I had good relationships with my profs and one of the profs really helped me qhen I felt lost. I had a therapist that made me feel safe and heard. I struggled so much in my first year of college but I pushed through and things started started get better. I started to make progress and my mental illnesses became manageable rather than just a suffocating burden. I had a whole support system and then pandemic came and everything started to fall apart.
Things just got worse and worse and worse but I kept pulling through. I applied to different universities and I'm proud of myself for getting accepted to all and was so excited for the next chapter in my life. I moved to a different city and I'm feeling immense regret.
I feel so alone, I lost my entire support system and I can't make appointments with the therapist at the school since they're always fully booked and I can't afford to pay for a therapist since I don't have an income. I started losing grip on everything. My grades dropped and I'm stuck in this tiny apartment everyday since everything is online. Everything I do makes me more and more depressed.
I'm behind on all my assignments, I can't sleep or I sleep too much, I can't keep up with basic hygiene, I just binge eat. I feel so alone in this city. Every little thing sets me off and I just want to run away and leave everything behind. Nothing makes me happy anymore. Everything has just deteriorated and I feel like an empty puppet just going through the motions of living. I don't feel alive. I'm just...existing. I've turned back to alcohol and nicotine but even those don't do anything anymore.
I hate it here. I feel like an outsider. I feel like everyone in my classes are so much better than me. They show up to class, they complete their assignments, the art they make is so much better than mine.
I just want to be gone. Everything hurts, everything is just so hard. It's so hard to get up in the mornings when I do sleep, I just want to lay in bed and waste away but my mom just yells at me for being lazy. Everything is so much worse than it was before. It's so suffocating and I just want to be happy.
Thanks for reading
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2022.01.27 02:18 obtuse-broccoli My experience buying a $4500 car (2003 Lincoln Town Car)
After many suggestions and help, bought a Town Car for my first car! https://imgur.com/a/375ugl5
As expected, a solid car that rides smooth as silk. Paid a little over $4000 (110k miles, minor&moderate accidents), was worried about buying something so old but I’m glad I made the choice. Was originally willing to pay 10-15k for a Lexus but saved some money, thanks Reddit!
Sharing some thoughts so people buying <$5000 cars knows what they’re getting into, in return for saving money:
Things I like: It’s HUGE! Gives a super smooth ride: nice seats and quiet on the inside. I heard some caveats on power, but the RWD+V8 is exciting enough for me. More friendliness from old folks, I’ve already been told some nostalgic stories about the car. Also, dirt cheap insurance, and can run on regular gas (vs. LS430)
Concerns - It’s HUGE! Parking is difficult. - Mileage is abysmal at 16 MPG, no matter how much I drive carefully. Also, for every minute I am idle, my MPG goes down by 0.1. - It looks like it’s not CarPlay compatible. CD doesn’t work either, no aux, so I’m left with… Tape! - Rust on bottom of car, some bubbles on door paint - Car doesn’t start until like the 5th try in cold weather (10 F°). - Parking breaks don’t stop the car completely, loose? - Seat adjustments don’t always work properly (cold weather?) - A/C doesn’t work (already identified in PPI) - I’ve already spent 10+ hours replacing things or going out to buy them. I guess I wouldn’t have to deal with any of this in a say, CPO Camry.
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2022.01.27 02:18 shaman369 You are capable of change, like you have never seen, just believe, and you will achieve. You hold the power in your hands to move mountains. You are the lock and also the key to your potential, and remember comparison. Is the thief of joy ...
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2022.01.27 02:18 sleepyjared Round-Up of New iOS Game Releases - Week of January 27th, 2022
Hi, I run a site called TouchArcade and every Wednesday I make a big list of all the new iOS games that came out over the past week. Below is just a basic list of the game titles with links to the App Store but if you'd like to see screens/descriptions or join in on forum discussions you can find the full list with all of that stuff over on TouchArcade.
|Call of Antia||(Free)||Adventure, Role Playing|
|El Hijo||($9.99)||Adventure, Family|
|Jackal Squad||(Free)||Action, Arcade|
|Jackass Human Slingshot||(Free)||Action, Arcade|
|Jelly Cube Blast||(Free)||Family, Puzzle|
|The King of Fighters 2002 ACA NEOGEO||($3.99)||Action, Arcade|
|The Late D. Flate’s Great Estate||(Free)||Arcade, Puzzle|
|Leisure Suit Larry – Wet Dreams Dry Twice||(Free)||Adventure, Puzzle|
|Love Island The Game 2||(Free)||Role Playing, Simulation|
|Mac’s World||($0.99)||Action, Adventure|
|Micro RPG||(Free)||Action, Role Playing|
|Milo and the Magpies||($1.99)||Adventure, Puzzle|
|Monstars.io: Monster Evolution||(Free)||Action, Arcade|
|Please, Touch the Artwork||($4.99)||Arcade, Puzzle|
|Puzzled ACA NEOGEO||($3.99)||Arcade, Puzzle|
|SIEGE: Apocalypse||(Free)||Action, Strategy|
2022.01.27 02:18 iamdperk Transfer Application calculation
2022.01.27 02:18 DoomRide007 New water map. Arctic 2.0.
Same old big fat O for the teams going in a circle. I like the new towers, allows you to snipe a bit while still being vulnerable to dropping when it's destroyed. And of course the first round is 600. Gee wish I could use my water units.
Still it's nice, very cramp feel to it. And yet you can fly without being bogged down.
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2022.01.27 02:18 DerpTaTittilyTum Popular anti-work subreddit goes private after awkward Fox News interview
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2022.01.27 02:18 Sackoflunch I lived by the comic book store set during filming
I lived in Vancouver 2018-2019, I started watching this show today and noticed some landmarks like the happy smiley diner so I watched the rest, then I saw the comic book store and I remember when I lived down the block from it and seeing all of these film trucks and gear setup and parked all around the street at the nearest intersection, it’s on west 4th st, I found it on google street view, it’s across from the IGA, the sign says Artifax in black and white.
I remember walking by the shop and it was setup as an actual comic book store, but it must have just been temporary because it shutdown shortly after, or the owner allowed them to film there and he went out of business, both which would have been totally possible.
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2022.01.27 02:18 Administrative-City4 Hot Water Heater, No Gas, But Still Faint Smell...
So I am overwhelmed with the amount of issues we have been having with our electric hot water heater in the rental house we just moved into 2 weeks ago, so I do not feel like writing every detail. I just want to say that today, for the 3rd time the gas company came out and verified that it was leaking gas (which I had detected wt a tool I bought at Home Depot this time after smelling it AGAIN), and I turned off the gas valve to the water heater as soon as the gas was smelled. I am awaiting maintenance for the 3rd time for this matter, but am extremely paranoid because I have 2 kids & the unit is literally on the other side of the wall where my 14 year old sleeps, and both children were extremely (lethargically- so, almost) sleepy this morning on the way to school. -- So even with no gas going to it, I still went to the garage to smell around and make sure all was clear. However, at the area which has been identified as the site of the leak, I still smell a tiny bit of gas. The wand I used to detect the gas earlier is NOT going off around it at all.
So, is there any chance this is a residual smell?? I feel like gas is supposed to dissipate quickly, and that since the valve is off there should definitely be no leaking of new gas. But is there a chance this is just the smell of the chemical they put in the gas itself lingering on the material?
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2022.01.27 02:18 sadsam2 Repost because pointing out the wrong kind of hate makes reddit mad
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2022.01.27 02:18 PM_ME_PINK_PANTHER How do I get out of my "stuck my d**k in crazy" situation?
I bet a lot are laughing. Bet Im [38m] in a 2 year relationship that - read the title my [40f] gf has gone crazy.
I can't define the crazy, but it is along the lines of...
watching home security cameras on every exit/entry
30+ phone calls per day. Not texts, thats in the 100s, but phone calls at work. Just asking where Im at... (work)
Marking things in the home to see if they are moved while not home
I've tried to have calm conversations about it. They turn ugly. I've tried to get angry, it got uglier.
She has isolated her family with this behavior and I dunno what to do.
If i dump her, I bet she'd kill me.
What the fuck do I do?
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2022.01.27 02:18 thetearinreality I miss him
I miss someone who hates me. I miss him even though he went behind my back and started seeing someone else. I miss him even though when I reacted to that with sadness, he reacted to my sadness with anger. Its complicated to be sure, and of course I don't wanna really get into it. But damn. 7 months on, and it's gotten considerably easier but life has still not gotten to the level of happiness that I had with him.
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2022.01.27 02:18 PayingHyip This project gives opportunity to everyone to make money for a long run, for any one can buy NFT and they can stake on it and earn passive income
A unique collaboration with Immutable X allows us to skip gas fees. Socialogue empowers you to get into NFTs risk-free. The gaming, reinforced by NFTs and Metaverse, is gaining momentum. It can be an unbelievably exciting and rewarding experience. Socialogue is about to offer a variety of games, created by us and other developers. Hosted in one place. Reached with any device by using Socialogue Hub. https://www.socialogue.com/
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2022.01.27 02:18 Enough-Implement-206 Anyone need Cham? Xbox/switch
2022.01.27 02:18 DarthDocking Currently manifesting this into existence.
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2022.01.27 02:18 djfred8 To those who live in high car breaking areas, would you willing to buy cars with bulletproof windows if they were more commercially available?
2022.01.27 02:18 OddRaspberry1019 Can some one explain to me if this makes any sense? One day she’s saying one thing and next, she’s saying the opposite…am I reading this wrong?
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2022.01.27 02:18 hiberniagermania All parents with kids living at home… how many hours a week / month do you get alone time for relaxing, hobbies, and/or downtime without kids or your significant other?
2022.01.27 02:18 Stock_Titan ATRA | Atara Biotherapeutics Enters Strategic Manufacturing Partnership with Fujifilm
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2022.01.27 02:18 Souls-Brawl101 Cookie run kingdom OST is officially here
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2022.01.27 02:18 michaqua Maddelynn learning about NFTs and also not knowing how to tag people on Twitter
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2022.01.27 02:18 _BREEEEEEEEEEE This normal or am I havin an alopecia?
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2022.01.27 02:18 waqas961 [USA-CA] [H] Gigabyte GTX 1070Ti [W] Local Cash
Repost with price drop
Finally managed to grab a 3060 at local bestbuy and want to sell my old card. Card has been used regularly and never OC'd, never had any issues with this. Bought from a user here and only used for gaming, never mined on. Price $370 obo LOCAL CASH ONLY.
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2022.01.27 02:18 Jbrahms4 I know a lot of people have gotten shundos, but this is my first ever! Super glad I accepted my friends raid request this morning!
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