2021.10.26 15:50 0mega_Genesis [Gen5] Shiny Sandile after 10-15 RE'S!!!
2021.10.26 15:50 Alexrock727 La suite de «Dune» est confirmée
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2021.10.26 15:50 Appropriate_Parsley7 We are so close to hitting 5!
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2021.10.26 15:50 randomperson1__ I need advice I hate myself I have so much guilt, TW COCSA abused and abuser
I am a girl I was sexually abused by a family friend who is a boy who is 4-5 years older than me this started when I was really little I think I was 2 or 3 he would do stuff with me till until I was 10. I remember me and my friend who was a girl in kindergarten kissing also. I never understood it was bad I thought it was normal I hate myself When I was 10 I touched my friends brother he was younger I think he was 6 or 7 I feel so disgusting cause I touched him while he was asleep I think this was two times I am so disgusted. I never thought about how he was younger than me I always thought of him as my friend but I still hate myself it doesn’t take away from what happened. The fact that it wasn’t consensual makes me hate myself even more I want to die I deserve to. I am 17 almost an adult I blocked all memories of any of this out until I was 16 the day I remembered this happening I was watching a movie where this boy my age remembered he got sexually assaulted. My brain then remembered what happened to me and remembered what I did. I've been depressed since sometimes i try to forget but it never works because theres no forgiving myself. When I was 14 I was sexually assaulted 2 times one guy was 19 and one was 17. now I see I completely deserved it I dont know what to do am I almost killed myself the other day but i couldnt do that to my mom i love her i feel so bad she has me as a child. recently ive pushed all my friends away I feel guilty for anyone who cares for me. I dont know if the boy remembers it happening im sure he does me and his sister ended our friendship badly when we were 12 I was a rude poorly behaved kid i already feel guilt from how i was rude and this is a whole different thing.
I dont know what to do im so afraid Im going to see them somewhere and that ill bring up his trauma.
Do I deserve to go to jail could I, i am in fl idk what the laws are Someone please tell me if i deserve to have a life i don't feel like i ever deserve love or friends or a career. I wish I could apologize i just wished this never happened to me so it didn't happen to anyone else.
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2021.10.26 15:50 AmyJX612 Ginger island farm
Hi all! I recently unlocked the farm on ginger island and want to farm there but, I’m having issues managing my time over here and on the original farm. I’ve not got the island obelisk or any island totems yet. I’ve been using farm totems to go back to the original farm and then paying 1k to come back to ginger island. I have animals and crops over at the original farm that I harvest every day. I’m finding that I can’t spend a lot of time on ginger island farm. Any tips?
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2021.10.26 15:50 FreeHongKong117 Happy Birthday!
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2021.10.26 15:50 n00bn0b Are these Woodland Mansion rooms new?
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2021.10.26 15:50 Fighting_Mongoose_ Do these people think pretending to add a card/coins long enough will trick us?
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2021.10.26 15:50 R_12345678910 Not currently in poverty but I still do not eat food I have in my fridge and cupboard when I'm hungry because I'm 'saving' it for the rest of the week
Does anyone else do this? I think my mind is still in my poverty days. I keep thinking I should save food to stretch it out across the week even though I suffer with my eating and am underweight and usually eat 900-1000 calories fewer than I need a day. Any tips on getting out of this mindset?
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2021.10.26 15:50 Left_Yogurtcloset779 1st dermatologist appointment, need advice
I’m having my very first dermatologist appointment in a few days after dealing with this condition for 10 years. They have amazing reviews but I’m really nervous to go. I have a little hope but almost all regular doctors I’ve been to just gives me clindamycin and or pushes surgery on me without listening to me. I’m nervous that this doctor will do the same or not give me any short or long term help. What are things I should ask them and any other advice for the appointment?
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2021.10.26 15:50 WhatASave456 Concert tonight just got postponed
2021.10.26 15:50 lss_bvt_ios_05 LssTest-TextPost-60444
2021.10.26 15:50 Emanate9 7x/p Mic volume
Is it a good idea to lower the mic volume? I got my 7x recently and testing it out on the engine, it seems loud on the default setting. Anyone notice this ?
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2021.10.26 15:50 Affectionate-Vast633 Hello I want to know please, can I say « hi i love your style can you give me a picture with you » ?
2021.10.26 15:50 okanaganbabes The views from Knox Mountain never get old! Featuring: 👩@cailybabyy Like her? Let her know in the comments below! 👇 We only feature real photos sent by real babes in beautiful British Columbia's Okanagan Valley!
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2021.10.26 15:50 EconomicsUpstairs Alolan marowak on me taking 5
2021.10.26 15:50 Matt_is_average Don’t want to be catfished, help?
So I’ve been talking to this girl on bumble, she seems nice and stuff and asked me what I look for in a girl. I made it clear that I didn’t want to rush into a relationship and that for me I need to be physically attracted to a girl as well as her personality.
The problem is, this girl only uploaded one picture to her account. From the angle it’s taken she looks decent. It might sound shallow but this is my preference and I think it’s completely valid. I’ve struggled a lot with trying to put on weight meaning I’ve been skinny all my life and in all honesty, I’m not attracted to people on the bigger side.
So I don’t want to be catfished... so far I like talkin to the girl (she’s a bit clingy already which is meh, she can work on that) but I cannot shake the feeling that she might just be cat fishing me with the one good angled photo. What do I do?
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2021.10.26 15:50 Stradez1 Adding a little $WISH back incase it does a random pump as well. Think $SDC closes around $5.80 today 🤞🏻
2021.10.26 15:50 IronWolve We have broken the National School Boards Association—and we're just getting started.
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2021.10.26 15:50 pacyblue1878 Waiting Times
Anyone know the deal this year with why its so hard to find games? We play on Ps4 and are in div 1 but theres over 300k clubs ffs. we try changing kits, backing out of lobby and changing servers a lot. We just found 2 games in 1 hour and 30minutes and had to cancel the session because of it. We are 2 months in and the games already dead
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2021.10.26 15:50 BrohamThroham GF cheated on me with friend. 5 years in
All the cliche things happened. Hotel rooms, lying, lack of sex, etc. She cheated on me with someone I had considered a friend about 2 months ago. To my knowledge, and her hopeful honesty it was twice with him and flirting with another guy.
She wanted to break up and after talking it out she couldn't believe I wasn't yelling and freaking out. I cry but stay mostly calm. I had sensed something had been off for the past few months. Apparently this response changed her mind because she was expecting a fight.
She now seems absolutely remorseful and I really do believe that she loves me and wants to make this work.
I'm conflicted in what I should do. I really do love her and imagined a life with her. She has opened up to me and told me every detail, messaged this guy telling him to back away and she's not into him anymore, offered to show me texts, have daily check ins, etc.
Here's the thing though, I don't want to be that guy. I don't want to have to check in on her, or not trust her, or act like a parental figure.
I want to be her partner, best friend, and lover. We have even talked about being open/poly before. Turns out she wanted that so she could ease her guilt. So now I'm scared to try something I genuinely was interested in.
We tried having sex and i just couldn't move. I was frozen and she did all the work. I was paralyzed and touching her didn't feel the same, it felt so wrong.
Can it work? Can it get better? Can she ever be trusted again?
Obviously there is no right answer, but hopefully sharing will help me. Thanks everyone.
TLDR: long term gf cheated on me, we want to make it work still honestly, but even touching her right now makes me freeze in place and my mind go blank.
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2021.10.26 15:50 Kingribz getting a haircut tomorrow. any recommendations that would suit me?
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2021.10.26 15:50 SSJ7Nick It's almost that time of the year boys.
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2021.10.26 15:50 the_real_irish_ejet What funny facts do you know?
2021.10.26 15:50 BarrelTwist [WTS] Wendy Exfil Ballistic, Cloud COR v2, Colonel Blades, AFT Hat, Suunto Core, P365 frames - (AZ)
Got some things for sale, all prices shipped NET to me:
Team Wendy Exfil Ballistic Helmet: Size 2 XL. new, tag still on it. Put on my head a handful of times, 2 light scuffs on top from sitting in closet. Includes thick pads, spare pads, bag. $950
Cloud Defensive COR v2: made by BCM, brand new never mounted just put a light on it to feel it out. $125
Colonel Blades NCO: only cut a few boxes, some slight sheath wear, edge is perfect. Includes multi cam sheath (kinda loose fitment, never bothered to fix it), 2 trainers, and the sweet Kubaton pen. $120
AFT Hat by Spiritus/Supdef. Never worn, the Yupoong SnapBack doesn’t fit my head. I’ll throw in a new black Geissele hat as well. $55
Suunto Core All Black: worn for a couple weeks so there’s some scuffs on the band, face looks good. $80
P365 frames: both have been carried with a few scuffs. $25 each, $45 for both
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